Dear Anita..

I also want to add this.. his past chat.. that he ask her, is she come to the office? He said that it’ll be bored if she didnt come. And when she said there’s another friend. He said its different.. he said that he cant tell the story of his(cofide, but not about confess love) -> i guess its maybe when we fight the night before..

When its christmas, he also chat her and give greeting. That he never did that to me or anyone else.. i thought before, that he is cold and usual to do that. But after i know that he treat her like that, it change my perpective bout him..

He even never say happy anniversary to me if i didnt remind him.. i could be crazy to think about this all..

I confused.. every i ask him and he can swear that h didnt like her. But why he treat me like this..?

He said he will be bored if she didnt come to the office. Besides at home when im there, he choose to play game instead of treat me so well. Sometimes he come to me, but most of time, he love himself doing anything he love..

I feel really sad right now.. dont know what should i do..

I feel hurt again n again.. i know i should not open it again.. but i want to know the truth.. he didnt really often to tell his felling to me.. i dont know why.. is he feel that he got bored with me..? Then why he marrying me..? Is that because he know the fact that he will not be with her?