Dear Gaia:

I see it this way: there are new people in your life and there are new events in your life, but the old suffering in your brain is so intense, that there is no newness in you to meet the new people and new events.

Lots of suffering and lots of bitterness- you are like an old, bitter woman- not in a state of mind that makes purposeful, passionate growing possible.

The Ivy twists and turns as it responds to its own internal suffering, too busy to notice newness on the outside; to full to take-in newness from the outside.

Am I still getting it right?

anita