Dear blkhwkdwn1:

I remember you telling about that party you went to, she was there too, you got drunk and hit on other women. I remember wondering why the h*** did you do that, when it is she who you want. This is why I suggested that you tell her the simple truth, no more pretending, no more calculating what you should say and what you should not say, just say the truth of how you ‘ve felt for her for so long.

Doesn’t  matter if she knows how you feel, say it anyway, in your own words, straight from your heart.

You can tell her first that you want to tell her how you feel, and that you don’t expect her to react to it any which way, and you can add that you are doing this to be true to yourself and to her.

anita