We met through my brother who was same age we went around in group became friends for a number years but spent all time together no physical relationship until he was 17 no secrets parents were ok at time I don’t think they thought it was last as long as it did

Disagreement over 27 years were for many different reasons but if I focus on last 5 years where we hAve had added pressures of caring for our parents   time together was hard never seen be the time of we argued we are both stubborn and could not speak for days keep out each others way  of say hurtful things that you probably don’t mean

He’s has always had low self esteam say he’s not a very nice person and He doesn’t deserve to be happens could be very up or very down but that was just part of his personality   in truth he was a very kind person that would do anything or anyone and socially a few drinks in he was life soul of the party but at home he could be the complete opposite

We as a couple were complete opposites I do not smoke or drink he loved a drink and smokes and also cannabis

He was also very vocal to me my fAmily and my friends that I was his world his queen he also mAde me feel loved and secure never ever did I think he did want to be with me

The night before he told me we had a family dinner watched a film sleeped in bed were physical  then he told.me he wanted out ?? confused to say the least