Dear Anita,

I haven’t talked to him for a while now. We have to talk. I want to tell him how I feel now and if he still feels the love he has, we will work on it .if not …then it will stop. You know something, even though he says he can’t be with me now. I know after 2/3 months he will come back ( if there is not anyone). He has a tendency like that. that doesn’t mean it will happen always.

i am afraid once I move on with my life he will come again to mess it up.  I do not what will happen.