Thank you again, Anita.

I hope the therapist works out also. It is true that there are multiple instances in my life where people abandoning me has left me feeling empty and lost.

Maybe you are right about the in-person relationships also. When I think about it, I felt like I can’t imagine myself being in a relationship. Long distance relationship/online/phone relationship felt easier for me.

I’m having a hard time moving on from this recent relationship. I feel terrible for what I made him go through. And I feel a lot of guilt because I feel like he hates me now.