Ditto!! I’ve read some Martha Beck. She says when you don’t have a passion, follow a spark. Hmmm… No spark. The Passion Test is a great book detailing how to create the ideal life. But, I failed the test….. I am tired of being lonely, bored and blah in a room full of people with a mile-long to do list. Worst part is I have cancer. I am doing really well after being told I had a few months to live (and that was 2 yrs ago.) If ANYONE should feel overjoyed constantly, it should be me. That thought just makes me feel more guilty!!