Well thank you it is good to hear you haven’t grown tired with me. I can’t say the same for myself. I feel frustrated with myself that i have the knowledge & skills and cant find a good enough “why” to use them.

What exactly do you understand about lacking motivation? From my understanding humans always have motivation, just that it may be blocked by other things on our minds or hearts. (i.e. i have paperwork to complete for work, but don’t feel “motivated” because of the emotions i am experiencing are blocking me from doing anything that doesn’t feel worthwhile, if i were to resolve the blocking emotion which is hopelessness i get my work done)