Hello Felix,

I hope you are keeping safe and well.

I have read your posts and it seems to me that you need to change your mindset.  There is not one second of your life that has been wasted.  That’s just how you are choosing to see it.  Life is a journey of learning.  You have been through those experiences for a reason.  Some of the things you have described are nothing more than coping mechanisms.  They may have kept you alive.  Give them one almighty thank you.  Show gratitude for this day.  You have arrived.  You have this day to live, breathe, think, exist, plan, create, feel.  Make today the day you give up worrying.  Make today the day you forgive yourself for all your ‘perceived’ mistakes.  Make today the day you exchange anger for courage.  These are goals to accomplish.  Begin today.

The good news is you are alive, you have today and you have choices.  You have the rest of your life to live and the choices you make today are what creates tomorrow and all other tomorrows.  Ease up on yourself.  Fill that empty space with love.  Fun happens when we do what we love doing.  Find your passion.  These are goals to accomplish.  Begin today.

Love and light to you Felix.

Peggy