Yeah it was a picture Danny, looked very cosy, I don’t know the ins and outs and really don’t want to, I’m not gonna lie I was keeping tabs now and again but after how that affected me I don’t want any exposure at all.

I never thought it would come to going to a doctor for help and believe me I’m not ashamed in the slightest if it will help, I’m a little disappointed because I’ve had several opportunities previous to leave everything and probably avoid it but who knows I may uncover more issues that will help me going forward. I really just want to be over the obsessive thinking of someone who doesn’t feel the same, it’s a waste of energy.

I’ve always wanted to go to Asia, Thailand or somewhere like that so end of the year if I can I will be arranging that. I do keep telling myself everything will work out for the better even if its hard to see at the moment, I’ve got some nice new clothes to wear and I’m looking pretty trim so yeah when I can in the right frame of mind to enjoy socialising my time will come lol and hopefully have a great summer!

Thank you though once again mate, you and Sammy really are fantastic people with hearts of gold to interact regularly and show concern to someone who is clearly having a hard time, it really does mean a lot!