Anita,

No I definitely did not feel embarrassed by anything I said or you said in the previous threads from before March 24th, 2020.  I just feel that I was not well and struggling…struggling a good bit.

I am very hard on myself about certain things and forget that everything comes full circle; things end up working out in the end.  For example after all the issues with “K” he texted me about 2 months ago and came over basically crying and wanting someone to talk to because his live-in girlfriend of a year broke up with him.  He stated he realized he had no friends and I had always been a good friend to him.  I gave what advice I could to someone who doesn’t take advice.

So I really do not know what to think with the ex.  I don’t understand why this is happening to me. It’s a lot of why’s I guess you could say.  I don’t feel like I deserve any of the things he does.  But that’s life I guess.

Lindsey