Dear Pavel:

I am so sorry that when you were a child, you were sexually abused by your brother, having been used like a sexual toy. That must have been a very difficult experience for you.

You wrote that you disagree with my recent post to you: that what you experienced with this man during one night, and during a few conversations with him, has not been a result of the use of methamphetamines, but a result of destiny and a spiritual connection beyond generations.

You then asked me regarding your inability to sleep: “please tell me some scientific explanation why is this still happening to me even when I am sober from 25 March”-

– I am sure that there is a scientific explanation, and that you can read about it online. But I doubt that science can be stronger than your need to believe that the night with this man & conversation was destiny. There is a feeling of comfort for you, in this belief. I wouldn’t want to argue against what brings you comfort.

anita