Hi Anita,

Thank you for your response. Please don’t feel obligated to respond if this is triggering for you. I know my experience can be hard for others to read and empathize with. I don’t want you to put yourself in an emotionally difficult situation. I am just so used to it that I have emotionally detached from it and it is easy for me to share. Sorry if it was too explicit.

You are right. I definitely felt adrenaline in those moments, which is probably why I felt so strong. It was a fight or flight response.