Dear Anita,

Thank you, I guess it was a step in the right direction. But at the moment, nothing makes sense. I have so many fears and negative thoughts. I’m afraid of the future, afraid of living, afraid of losing my loved ones, afraid of losing my senses. It’s a really awful feeling, I feel useless and a burden to everyone. I have enlisted the help of mental health professional. It’s my last hope. I’m losing my grip. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry for being so negative.