Hello Richard,

Can I just say that knowledge is never wasted and there will be a reason why you took your Ph.D.  I personally would find it very challenging to be on Zoom with students and having to converse presumably without a script.  I recently read some of my poetry out to a small, friendly group but, never having done such a thing before, I was very emotional and it came through in my voice.  Not being one to wear my heart on my sleeve (English expression?), sharing something so personal was ground breaking for me.  I received some applause for my efforts which was very comforting.

Every step you take is a step closer to your goal, even if you do have to move the goalposts sometimes.  I applaud you for your bravery, you kept going even though your heart was racing, and you controlled your emotions until you could release them safely in your own space.  You are doing OK.

Please don’t lose heart.  An excellent job opportunity will present itself to you soon.  Believe it.

Best Wishes

Peggy