Hi Murtaza,

I see you’re reaching out, wanting something, and when Peter asked you what is it what you want, you replied:

Honestly ? The worse, which is either being misunderstood, or the expected thing, which is to be ignored, sometimes i will just make a post to prove to myself the latter, and that norimes, truely don’t understand me, or don’t want anything to do with me,

In a previous thread (Life without dopamine), you said this about other people’s posts:

What my motivation making this post you may ask? Boredom, pure boredom, i will get the same horrible answers i got in my last post.

You see how you’re creating your own reality? You say people give you horrible answers, you don’t appreciate their sincere wish to help, you call them “normies” and are totally dismissive of anything they tell you, and then logically, people don’t want to engage with you any more. So their response is that they ignore you, which is what “you expected”. But in reality, you brought about this reaction upon yourself, because honestly, why would someone want to engage with you, only to be rejected and treated disrespectfully? They rather withdraw.

If you want to engage with people meaningfully, you’d need to stop rejecting them so completely, while believing that they are rejecting you.