Posting this very intimate detail of my life was a big risk for me.

Again and again I read posts of men and women alike who were/are in a lot of pain and confusion blaming someone else for their unhappiness.

This realization, this shift is new, it is fragile. it is from my heart to all of the broken hearts I read about in Tiny Buddha.

The realization that I was unconsciously asking someone else to fill my cup was gained through a bit of suffering on my part.

The response I got has all of the right words, but very little heart.

This experience made me realize that I should not risk such delicate and new parts of myself in a pubic forum and am signing off of Tiny Buddha.

Jerry