Wow John I hadn’t seen it like that but it gives me something to think about. I feel like I have good days, great days, and then days filled with anxiety and depression. I don’t know of I feel caused all of this to happen. You see a week before he called it quits we had bee n fighting and having many disagreements…he said he was getting pretty tired of the drama and accusations. I decided to give engagement ring back after thinking about whether I wanted to Marty again and live another relationship feeling unappreciated, belittled, and sad. He was calm and it seemed he didn’t care bout the ring being returned. He was so secretive last couple of months hiding things and leaving house and not returning till several hours later…when I voiced my thoughts he always seemed bothered and said oh here we go again. I feel like throughout the relationship I was never incl in anything. He would always go about never letting me know what he was up to or anything. I don’t know maybe I was living in a dream world, thinking it was all good and it wasn’t. It seemed he only tried when we first started dating and once he put a ring on it he stopped. Maybe that’s why it’s been so easy for him to have cut me loose and not contact me.