Teak,

Yes I agree and i am willing to heal myself. Just making the best of everyday keeps me bit satisfied. Like waking up early going for a walk, working out, etc. Going to add meditation and some martial arts to it. I want to try many things like acting class, dance music etc. Explore many things. I can be normal only if i keep myself busy and if i do something extra other than my 9-5 tech job. Job isn’t satisfying. Wanna learn swimming too. And martial arts. I need to plan and join these classes and keep myself busy, and overwrite new experience in my brain.