Dear HoneyBlossom:

So good to read that you are becoming well, and that you were feeling happy when you last posted, “a type of contented happiness” – that’s the kind of happiness that I trust, the contented kind.

“I know that it’s largely because I have been able to share my true self here and experience acceptance and receive sound advice” – reading this pleases me and motivates me to continue to accept and encourage your true self to post here again and again, for as long as you need to and want to. And to give you sound advice, of course.

“I have been envisaging a warm green light healing my heart” – I am having this image in my mind right now, of a warm, green light continuing to heal your heart.

“I am aware that I have felt resentment and indignation towards G, the wealthy farmer I was involved with because he… didn’t offer me anything real or worthwhile… I heard recently that he is ‘going out with somebody knew’. I felt my ego responding inside, and that’s all it was” – yes, that’s all it was. My understanding of his wealth is that it was limited to money and property, and that it did not extend to the context of human decency.

“I was so desperate for love that I “fell in love” more than once without getting to know people well enough… I really don’t ever want to do that again” – a meaningful, excellent insight and resolution!

“I hope it will be okay for me to continue to post and ask questions even though I’m feeling so much better” – of course it is! I will not punish feeling-so-much-better!

“Thank you Anita, for all you give – your kindness and intelligence and empathy” – you are welcome, and thank you, HoneyBlossom, for the same!

anita