Dear anita,

Thank you for wishing me a good date, and also for not feeding my obsessions….

Before i saw her friend and sister sent that gift i felt okay…. Maybe just disappointed that i give her a small cake…. But after i saw those 2 giving that gift, i feel like i should’ve given her a better gift….. but at that time i feel like that music box was the most appropriate one….. i even wrapped it in my homemade ideas…. Is this still an obsession?

It’s just that i wanna protect myself from getting hurt by doing mistakes…

I also keep having thoughts like why would she wanna go out with me? She could just find a boy who could give her a better gift….. I even felt like apologizing to her when i saw her friend and sister gifts….

If i plan to confess to her in a few months (still not sure), do u think these gifts might give me a disadvantage? Leading her to reject me?