dear Anita

you  should fix that computer asap , i cant imagine how its held together by clips , i know it`s very frustrating to work technology when they are acting out , you prefer to go to old times .

heartless reference was actually funny , i`ve never thought of it that way , i kinda enjoy sarcastic comments .

– when a man uses a woman as a sexual object, he discards the object when he is done with it… much like the discarding of a paper plate after eating from it. If he has options (a stack of new paper plates), he wants the next meal on a new plate. women for men like him are for ego boost and feeling ok about themselves temporally and i believe when they discard women in very bad way is more satisfying than just ghosting or however a decent human does when they want to leave someone behind , im not saying ghosting is fine but in my opinion is much better that what this guy did in the condition i was . im sure he could  be even more brutal  and he would enjoy it more but he knew i would kick his a$$,  litterally , lol . after all i believe he expected me to come back and beg him to have sex with me . he was that delusional .

that’s what I thought when I first read the story: I was impressed by your strength and spunk thank you very much Anita , but i regret i didn`t see his face  in that moment , lol

he cared about his patients only because the upper year resident or a senior doctor was supervising overwise not so much , i had a feeling he was numbing himself to not feel pain and i saw this kind of cope mechanisms in my stepmom too .

 she expresses her anger at others, then feeling temporarily relieved of her anger, she is ready to resume the relationship on good terms.. until the next time when her jealousy and anger build up. im impressed by your ability to see through her , i dont remeber to describe her jealous , maybe i did , but its interesting you mentioned that . i thing the most jealous person ive ever met was her , she was pathologically jealous , even in smallest thing like buying a hair clip or painting her fingers in exact color that i did , i couldnt believe it first and i was telling myself im imagining it but she was so obvious and that was so annoying as you can imagine , unfortunately because alot of people couldnt believe it , i was accused of making up stuff just because she was my step mom . i saw alot of weird stuff about her , she is a retired teacher and she was friends with a former student , apart from age gap they had and i was wondering what they have in common ?the student had a very aggressive way about her and the weirdest thing was they talked no stop by phone i mean maybe at least 10 minutes each hour , doesnt it look strange ? people usually dont talk even with their parents or siblings during the day . my step mom was nice to my face but once i overheard a conversation she had with this girl about me , it was the sickest thing ive ever heard , they were twisting every word i said and turned it to something that only sick people could think of plus mocking me .  that was it for me , in that moment i was enlightened , i realized i shouldn`t talk to her about anything important to me , not that i was talking secret to her but i realized she gives very bad meaning in trivial stuff i say , it was disgusting

 it is possible when they use their money to hurt more people. i dont know about heartless heart doctor , but my step mom definitely used it to hurt me , she believes she has a lot of money and im poor , i think that makes her feel good about herself , i don`t care about her having money , she is projecting her own insecurities on me, she bragged a lot about her money and she thinks that makes me feel bad , so pathetic .

a good man/ good people use their power (popularity and fame, in this case) to help and benefit others. I sure hope that Amir Nasr Azadani is or will be okay soon! i certainly hope so , i hope they don`t use him as an example to silent others , your last paragraph is true but again alot more people would be killed and it would be a tragedy for their family if nothing changes after all .