Hi Frozenfireflies

Welcome! I’m sorry that you’re having difficulties communicating with your sister from a distance.

Is the goal to discuss your feelings or to encourage her to text more frequently or both?

If you want to put aside your feelings some encouragement might work.

I really enjoy hearing from you, reading your messages brings a smile to my face. Even though we live further away it makes me feel like we’re closer.

Obviously, you don’t have to send something exactly like this. It’s just a rough draft of what a very positive message looks like.

If you want to discuss feelings, it could put more pressure on her. But you would put it out there that perhaps the way you are being treat isn’t fair and that you would like to be closer.

I really enjoy talking to you, I miss my sister. I wish we could talk more. I know you’re really busy. But if you feel there is anything else holding you back, I’d like to hear how you feel.

Then there is a more direct approach.

I enjoy reading your messages, I wish we had a closer relationship. I feel like it’s been hard to maintain communication while living further away. I miss you a lot. It hurts not to be closer to you. I would like to focus on building a closer relationship if that is something you would like?

If you want things to change you’re probably going to have to change your response time too. Your long response time confirms that her behaviour is okay. So if you would like things to pick up, being the bigger person would be a good idea.

It’s going to be hard to directly confront her about delays in texting because you also do the same thing. The response could very well be that you do it too, so she thought it was okay.

I’d love to hear your thoughts. Would you prefer something even more direct?

Dear frozenfireflies:

Good to read from you!

“I’ve never thought of her as disliking me, yet this is the impression I’m starting to get through texting! She doesn’t share much about her own life… it takes her a couple of months to get back… Her messages that are directed at me never seem to come spontaneously or naturally, like it takes her great effort… I’d much rather see her less ‘on guard’ when it comes to my texts“-

– what you shared reminds me of the relationship between my sister and I (We also live far apart, continents between us). At one point, as I read your original post, it was almost like I wrote it. I’ll share about my experience and you can figure out what- if any- applies to your experience:

My sister growing up seemed to be much calmer and happier than I was, and she was popular, had many friends. I was anxious, obsessive, lonely and depressed a lot of the time. Fast forward, as adults, she accused me of being.. (I am trying to translate the word she used) .. she accused me of not being fun to be around. Of being.. depressing to be around. She did not enjoy my company. You can say that she didn’t like me because she felt yucky being around me.

It makes me feel not-so-good writing the above, that I made her feel yucky.. but it’s true. As a result of how she felt around me, she didn’t tell me about her life, never asked for my advice, and pretty much ignored me. On the other hand, she’s been polite, kind and supportive in the last few years, during the very rare times that we talk (only a few times per year). Thing is, I do not seek communication with her any more than she seeks communication with me.

I can’t blame her for finding my presence unpleasant, and I can’t blame myself for having been that anxious, depressed child, teenager and adult that I was. Another thought I have is about First Impressions: her first impression of me, made of many years of impressions, is what it is. It would be very difficult to change her established impression of me: too much time and trouble for me to attempt to do.

Back to you: “I’m starting to find it quite painful, feeling a bit ignored, and have thought how to bring it up with herself, which is tougher than I imagined – I can’t think of a way that doesn’t sound accusatory, but is still clear and direct. How can I do this in a tactful way? ‘I’d like to have more contact’ – is a message like that really going to stop her from feeling so timid around me?“-

-coming  from my experience, and understanding that you (unlike me) are hoping for a closer relationship with your sister, I would choose the simple, honest and direct (non-accusatory) approach and send her a relatively short message telling her how you interpret the relationship between the two of you, and then ask her if any- or all- of your interpretation is correct.

anita

Hi Frozenfireflies

That makes sense and sounds like a healthy way to approach the situation. I’m glad the examples helped.

I understand, it can be difficult figuring out how to communicate difficulties with relationships in a positive way. It’s totally understandable to want your feelings to be heard too.

I can hear how challenging it has been for you moving further away, the difficulties of the pandemic and losing friends. I understand wanting to be close to your family and how it can hurt to be less close with them.

It is a shame when people are conflict avoidant because ultimately healthy conflict is intended to  to clear the air, resolve problems, empathise with each other and validate emotions.

I hope it doesn’t come to that and your sister responds positively to your chosen less direct approach first.

Apologies regarding the misunderstanding about texting time.