Hey Tee,

no we weren’t really resolving anything, think we just fell in the pattern of enjoying each others company when we were together and buried what we really needed to be talking about. She was doing therapy, not sure if she still is and if she is I’m not sure how much of it covers talking about her daughter. She did talk about it a little bit with me after I set this in motion but again it seemed like the abridged script and I think it’s a bigger, deeper topic than a 10 min chat. I think it became easy to put the blame on me due to the back and forth I was doing and I took a lot of the blame, although I shoulder some responsibility I’m beginning to see that how I was feeling and what I felt were valid too and it seemed them issues became non issues to her, but they were never fully resolved. I know seeing her now would not be good for either of us, we both need some time and space to reflect and work on ourselves, whether that leads to us talking in the future who knows. I need start getting a grip on why I feel anxious and looking at dealing with these issues around feeling guilty all the time.