Hey Tee

As an example of being sarcastic I would say things like ‘I love this movie’ if there was a really boring movie on tv.

No I never said anything with bad intention to her. Maybe she took certain things the wrong way though more than I thought. But she would always argue that there’s no good way to take certain things I said.

I notice a few ways we are similar. We’re both a bit quiet but make others laugh. Both honest, humble, have the same smile, I could name a lot of different things.

No my father was really good to me, maybe I did try emulate him a bit when I was younger I’m not sure though.

I would have no idea as to why there may be something I both long and fear. I don’t think I’m scared anymore. Not right now but eventually in time I’ll be in the right spot for a partner.

Im not offended at all, I really appreciate you talking to me it’s helping a lot!
I still feel like I did receive a good amount of attention, I don’t know if it is related to my childhood or not.

I saw the psych today and it went really well. She told me my ex had a push pull attachment style. She’d pull me in then push me away. We spoke about a lot and she made me feel very safe and reassured. She said it was clearly abuse. I know What I need to do for myself so I will continue to do it.