Hey Anita…I am here again with a new obsession. I know I spoke about this friend in the past.She is my neighbor like how we used be so close before going out together as always.Now she is with a friend who has hurt me in the past.Now she has a group of friends.Now she is really having a good with her new group of friends.My mind cannot stop  obsessing about how she has changed.She hangs out more with them now.I just have two friends the neighbor and the other friend.Sometimes i am jealous of her hanging out with such large group of people.I know she still cares about me. But the jealousy and fear is overpowering.I want to let go and still be friends with her because my daughter and her daughter are best friends.I dont want to ruin thier friendshi.But its still hard to accept the fact how my friend has changed.The NEW her.She is close with a friend who has hurt me in the past.She has her own set of friends whom i dont like.It feels like we have grown apart but i still have to put a happy face when i meet her because she is my neighbor.I get jealous or get triggered when she hangs out with other friends without me.How do I tackle these feelings/emotions instead of running away from it.I want to let go of this hurt.When i was in India I didnt have to think about all this shit because my mother is like my best friend.Now i have to maintain these frienships  because I am in a different country.That makes feel like going back to India.lol.