Dear Alessa:

Thank you for taking the time to write, even as you’re falling asleep—I appreciate that. ❤️

I completely understand why reflecting on your biological mother is so difficult. Given the abuse and harm she caused you, it makes sense that revisiting those memories takes a deep emotional toll. The pain you endured wasn’t just difficult—it was devastating, and your strength in processing it, even in small moments, is incredibly powerful.

It’s understandable that you don’t have as much time to sit with your emotions now, but I hope you continue to give yourself grace and space, even in small ways. You deserve that.

No need to apologize—whenever you feel ready to write more, I’ll be here. Sending you warmth and support always.

anita