Tamara, you are so beautiful. I know exactly how you feel. YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND ME SO WELL! hhaaha
I used to wake up every single morning and be so so so happy just because it’s been cold for a while in Australia, and today it was sunny and everything was just shining.. i looked at the grass and the little flowers, i smiled. I thought it was beautiful, then i would travel by bus, with my head phone on… i would look up at the sky, sees the birds and appreciate their life, appreciate the sky how beautiful it is so stare at.. i would look at the trees, i would cry. Because i feel their love towards me, thats why I’m a huge hippy mothereffker ahhah! but never once, i smoke or do anything. Ive never touch drugs, i hate drinking.. Its just so natural to me, to feel this much love. I feel it, almost every single days.. i count my bless because the bus came just right on time when i got there, i feel so much that i could not look at a sad photo and not cry. I was very intune with myself and everything around me. You are living in the present Tamara, please… this is yourself, don’t ever loose it.
I was where you was, and i lost it because i went through a relationship that was clearly not healthy for me… but i am stupid 🙂 Please don’t make that mistakes, write down all your thoughts, how you feel every time you feel this way again…. so even if one day, something might change you. You rmb who you were…
i now, trying to find myself again.
Thanks Tamara, you just let me open it all up and reminded me how much of an angle i was, you are too, lovely angel 🙂

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