Hi Jasmine thanks for taking time out your day to write to me I truly appreciate that!!

I did not realize I was being hard on myself I guess I felt like how can he really love me when his actions speak otherwise at times. How would I ever know? When I say guard my heart I am meaning by not allowing myself to fall for someone so easily without truly getting to know their ups and down especially before giving myself to that person something I have decided now to wait on until God sends me that special someone he designed just for me. Yes I can agree love is something I can honestly say I try to give out to all those I encounter but this love was different I think about him and I can feel my stomach clinching like butterflies even when he isnt around me.

Yes I agree this earth this time that is going by is limited. I never intended to fear rejection I honestly dont know where it came from. I am learning to become more and more humble to all things so I love your point about free to express ourselves. I Actually talked to him earlier and he mentioned we dont have to be enemies were bigger than that I responded I never said we were enemies just couldnt have the strength to tell him how I really felt and wy I was doing for the

yes it is once you say it like that I dont part time love somebody I give them my all and when I don’t feel like Im getting the same in return I guess its then I fear rejection and resentment for not being strong enough to say what I want or the idea maybe they may take advantage of my love. Im trying to be happy with me and really getting there and really love your perspective. I am God’s creation and I know he wants to have more than we encounter.

Sending all the love and energy back your way! thanks!!

Angela D.