Thank you. It can be hard to not get down about my transgressions and hurting him so badly. I wish there was a way to tell him how sorry about how immature I was. I want more than anything to know he is happy and he is doing well.

The lessons learned are painful ones. It’s sad to realize the ride is over. Everything that used to be so perfect turned so terrible because of my impulsivity and selfishness. I am trying every day to slowly forgive myself for the mistakes that were made.