I can define my social life until the age of 20 as, being half social half antisocial. I have a bit of introvert attitude. I had friends but I wasn’t very outgoing in meeting new people and being close friends with them. I realize that I’m not quick in understanding how relations between people around me are changing. I realize according to how I interpret a person in my mind, my courage of being more outgoing and confident was changing. I was less confident with myself and what I talk when a person I think is very confident and social is around me. I kind of figured this out, I realized, as most of us often do, I was damaging MYSELF with my own understating views of myself so Im on the way of accepting my true value as a person.
But still I’m not pretty sure how people are getting close friends? I was raised in such a way, Irespect to the persona boundaries of people, but am I putting extra boundaries to people which enable me to earn close friends?