Hi guys,

Thanks again for your kind words and Chelsea: I’m also glad to know I’m not the only one feeling a little lost at the minute! I’ve been feeling really strange all day today. Its an intense home sick kind of feeling again, mixed with loneliness. I’m not literally alone, I’m living with others but I’m finding it really hard to be apart from my boyfriend. I suppose you could say he was my main source of emotional support and it’s difficult not having that when I’m needing it most, especially with everything new happening in my life all at once.

I know phonecalls and facebooking etc are options but I guess sometimes you just want someone to physically be here with you through a crazy new journey. I’ve had a lump in my throat all day. The idea of not knowing when or IF he will come back into my life is something I’m finding very hard. I’m trying to surround myself with friends but all I need right now is my boyfriend. I’m having a pretty sad day but I hope you are all feeling ok!

Being a part of this forum is certainly a big comfort, it’s great to hear from you guys 🙂
-LJ.