Hi there 🙂
In what you said, and asking questions to yourself. I see that you are a deep thinker.
I am abit like you in that way, but i really make effort to form new friendships.
Sometimes thinking too much can lead to talk to people with unnaturally, how you feel inside people would pick up on your vibes.
Do you feel awkward or unnatural when speaking with someone?
Are you an introvert?
Do you feel people’s vibes when you speak to them?
Maybe you are just different from the rest, that’s why you don’t have many things to speak to them about.
Reason i say all this, because it is coming from my experience.
As i do make a lot of friends, but the thing is… i don’t get along with them.
I am really easy going, but it’s hard for me to meet people who is like minded who shares the same interest and i pick up on people’s vibes and feelings. I am an observer, so sometimes i sense their insecurities, it’s kinda make me feel uncomfortable around them.
Loneliness can be the worse thing ever, and having a partner makes it seem a little bit easier as he is your only one best friend.
But i suggest you to seek relationship with self first, i could be wrong. You might have known all these already. But i hope it would help :).
Much love. <3