Rewa,

From “Joan of Arcadia”:

God : “Everyone has a part of themselves they don’t like, Joan. You carry it around like a weight. The lucky ones realize, when it gets too heavy, you can choose to set it down. That’s when you can see things the way they really are. Come on, I’ll walk you home.”

Its within, dear sister, you really would do well to focus your attention on stopping your grasping at the guru/his feelings/his perceptions. They hold no secrets for you, its all trash. Take it out, dummy, flies are everywhere!

With warmth,
Matt