Dear Jordan,
I think you did not waste any time at that moment you were thinking what to do and you went for it but then you found out that it did not make you happy in what you were doing. That experience was to find out that you had to do something else. And it does not matter if it takes you one year or five years now you know. Mostly people do not follow their heart and focus on jobs which give them a lot of income but that job you have to do a long time of your life and if you are not happy in it then what is the use of money then? Sure to fulfill your basic needs but your happiness is lost in that. I think just first listen to your heart what it says focus on one thing at a time and then go for it. Taking the first step is the most hardest. The action that follows you have to take otherwise you will be stuck again. Promise yourself first that you will do it and worry about it later. All beginnings in every field are difficult. In your head there are running a lot of thoughts. Just pick the thing you like the most and then take action. Make a good business plan and see what you need to reach your goal. Give it some time cause a business needs clients. First you have to invest to get something in return. If you put all your heart in to it then it will work for sure. Don’t start 10 things at a time you will loose your focus and won’t have time to properly start a good business. Well I hope you succeed in whatever you will do.
With warm regards,
OneSoul