Thank you for your concern, Jasmine.
Yes, I have tried several types of healing. The only thing I know is that it takes time with this toxin. There is a lot of things going on in my body during detox, and this is what causes so much pain, both physically and mentally. This is very old “energy” that needs to get out. I do have some anger and very much frustration, but the worst is the stored-up anxiety and panic. I really wish the anxiety would turn into anger, so I could shake it off more easily. Sometimes it does turn into anger and I punch the sofa and go crazy for a while and feel better afterwards. It is easier for me to be angry than anxious. My main problem is stored-up mercury in the joints and muscles in the spine/upper back, between the shoulder blades and out on the left side.
I will try to listen to the video and see how I react.
Thank you so much for the support <3