I also forgot to add this may be a bit of wanderlust on my part. I, for some reason, just feel like I need to leave my hometown and away from so many familiar people influencing me (I talked to someone else who suggested this). And it also doesn’t help that a fortune cookie said “you will step on the soil of many countries in your lifetime” lol. And my mother wants me to hurry and get a teaching certificate and settle down and have it all figured out, but I just feel like I need to get away and be by myself for a while. I’m not trying to escape reality and responsibility. But I’ve lived in the same place, with the same people for 24 years ugh! I’m just scared and so insecure and worried about what others will say if I charge through with this idea.