Oh, sweetheart, I’m so sorry. You’re right, you do deserve to be treated right. It’s perfectly natural to feel like crap, and if there’s anything you can do to give yourself a little time off to feel like crap, even if it’s just going for a walk in the country for an hour, or having a bath, or taking a break from your normal responsibilities for a few days, that could be really worth doing. It’s OK to take time to take care of yourself when someone cracks your emotional shell.

There are many ways to be strong. Let your pain flow through you. It will run out, believe me.

Hope and patience to you.