My name is Amber I’m 22 yrs old I haven’t had the best of luck with work. I worked a few jobs over my career most either for low pay or bad managers. I found a job at 20 that I loved great people, good pay but like anything it had a few drawbacks only 2 weeks vacation forever and no real room for growth. Also I had been told in my interview I would receive benefits such as health insurance however upon employment I was told this would no longer be made available to me as they were discarding the health plan so I was given a dollar raise to help me buy my own insurance plan. However I later found out that previous employees were still keeping there company bought plan even though I was told this would not be the case. But I was ok with this as I stated it was a great place to work, everyone was very understanding and friendly. I had a hour long lunch break and I had the freedom to work and take breaks as I saw fit. Recently this job ran into some financial hardships I noticed my hours were shorter inexplicably, I asked my supervisor for more hours to which she stated that could work I took this to mean maybe, when I went home and told my family. They seemed to think that I should look around to see if theirs anything else I like out there. I found a job at another office with Health Insurance Dental Insurance Life Insurance 3 weeks PTO Free Gym Membership 401K with Profit Sharing and what seemed to be very friendly people. I was torn this place seemed to offer a lot of benefits that I couldn’t simply ignore. Also my current job was going through a transition as they were having some trouble with money, I thought perhaps it might make sense to work with a larger office with more stability and perks. I have now been working there for 2 days they do not take breaks which I was aware of and fine with as they had assured me I would take lunch throughout the day at my desk. However I was unaware of the fact that my cell phone would be off limits to me, meaning I suppose I thought I would have the freedom to occasionally check in at home or escape work for a minute or two by sending a quick text I realize now that, this job may be far out of my league. I go in sit at my desk and work for 8hours straight no lunch no contact with the outside world no break no anything. Often times I find myself spacing out I feel like everyone needs at least a small break to stay productive. Which leads me back to my original question I’m so stupid I had a good thing, I had so much freedom, I had my friends, I had time to myself. Maybe things weren’t perfect but I could go to work everyday and have fun now I go to work thinking what if they catch me checking my email and fire me. I should have never left I asked for my job back the other day just to see if my position had been filled to which my supervisor stated they were probably going to hire the girl they interviewed yesterday I told her I wanted to see if I could work out a way back but I got no response. Why do I do this to myself everyone advised me to take this job and now I’m so unhappy I should have never listened sure this job has its perks but its not worth being unhappy.