@jack The last relationship I had ended in 2010 so it’s been a few years for me. For the most part, I am happy being alone. I like solitude and the quiet that I have in my life. I do enjoy being around people at times. I don’t like labels but most would consider me introverted, but in my own definition, I’m just me. Pure and simple.

But I do wish to have kids and a wife. Something to enjoy life with, share the experience with as I get older, the good and the bad. I’ve stopped going out and enjoying things because of the lack of money, so it’s hard to do things at home. There’s only so much you can do in your house without spending money and not getting tired of repetition. I have some other personal things going on in the background that restrict me from moving or gaining higher income etc. so right now I’m in limbo.

She came into my life and I’ve tried to not let myself get interested in her, but the more I know, the more she grows on me. But as I’ve said in previous responses, it’s best if I leave her be.