Dear David:

I can sense how great your pain is, how hard you tried and how hopeless and helpless you currently feel. You listed all the things you tried and you were a hero for trying all those things.

You need relief from your intense pain. You are using alcohol to get relief and I understand the logic behind it: you do need relief.

I hope we can talk/ communicate further about this, David. When you get to a point when you are calm. I was very much in the STUCK status in my life for a long, long time. I remember it well.

Please post more:

anita