Hello H1978,

I am using my phone on this site, so I apologize beforehand for typos lol.

I sympathize with you and have a lot of respect and admiration for not giving up on your marriage. Staying true to your love and happy that your partner has changed for the better. It sounds like the both of you have grown a lot, matured and evolved together, since your hiccup in the marriage. Which is positive & beautiful!
As far as children are concerned, I respect that if you two indeed want to have a baby together after some time. Since the marriage has been calm and you two have grown. I see nothing wrong or negative about that decision. 🙂

On the topic about what is missing from your life, my advice is to maybe take a spiritual meditation journey to figure out what is personally missing, that you are seeking. If you feel comfortable enough to share this with your husband, inform him how he can be of support and help to you. That way you two are a team together and you’re not alone in this.

How do you feel about what I said? What’s your opinion?

Thank you for sharing with us, I enjoyed reading your post. Especially on how much you still love him and not going to give up. I find that so beautiful.

Sending you so much, positivity and light your way.❤️

M.