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Posts by Kelly Jean Torres

Kelly Jean Torres is an author, essayist, and singer/songwriter in Nashville, TN. Her book, Saving The Lost Girl: A Memoir of Healing, was released this April. Visit her website to learn more: https://kellyjeantorres.co/

How I Stopped Hiding Myself for Love and Approval

TRIGGER WARNING: This post includes a brief mention of childhood physical abuse and may be triggering to some readers.

 “The person who tries to keep everyone happy often ends up feeling the loneliest.” ~Unknown

It’s Christmas morning. I’m seven years old. I sit on the hardwood floor with my sisters, in my nightgown surrounded by crumpled wrapping paper. I grab the next present to open. I tear off the paper. It’s a ballerina costume with a pink leotard, tutu, and pale pink tights.

As soon as I thank my adoptive parents, I leave the room with my new gift, keeping …