I’m in a similar situation. This fall I transferred from a community college to my local state school. I went to the first week of classes and then i dropped all of my courses. The entire summer i was a nervous wreck and was constantly overwhelmed with anxiety. I was worried about the decisions i had made and i constantly thought about how every thing could turn out wrong.  And so i gave up and now i’m not working toward anything. That was the choice i made. I still don’t know if that was the right decision, but i am owning my choice.

I too feel lost and I don’t know what I wish to do with my life. I don’t have any advice to give. But it’s going to be okay. I agree with anita, there is not one thing that is going to make you feel like you have it right. Instead of striving for perfection, give yourself credit for trying and making progress.

I understand why you’re afraid of the school not working out for you, but don’t let fear stop you. I am sending you love and good wishes.