Thank you for your kind and insightful comments. I’m going to start off the New Year with introspection and practice to love myself and try to break the belief that relationships are something that happen to other people and not me. I realize I have a lot of work ahead.
One thing still keeps on puzzling me though. The guy I mentioned told me he missed me. I said I do too, but that I am a bit confused about the whole situation and suggested we meet (instead of text). He however said he’s busy and never suggested another time. That’s what made me flip and confront him (and appear crazy). I know there is no use in giving this anymore thought, but really…one cannot but wonder, why bother saying such empty words in the first place…