Hi, Jenna!
Thank you for your reply. Yes, it had a big impact in my life. So big that I think I will never forget him. And this “sort of” connection we have, I was always afraid to told another people (only my 2 best friends know), because I am afraid that people think I am crazy or stupid for thinking this way. I am glad you don’t think that of me 🙂
Because of that accident, I met my future husband. One of my husband’s friend, saw my car news on Facebook and put a comment. Through her, I met him. My husband knows this story as well, he cried when I told him.
Yes, I am happier now 🙂 The only thing I used to blame myself was why I didn’t answered the phone. He wanted to talk with me and we couldn’t say goodbye. With time I learned to accept it. It’s not easy, took me years do cope but it’s possible.
Until the day I die, I will go to the cemetery and put white roses on his grave. In a way of saying I am here for you as you are with me. I will never let him go (in a good way).
Thanks Jenna for your words! <3