Hello Anita,

Thank you for the advice. It is really helpful. I still love her, at least some part of me does. I am just hoping she is okay. I am going to stop talking to her for a while. See how it goes. She is free right now to stay at that apartment or move out, whenever she can. Fortunately I can afford that for sometime.

I feel guilty for shattering her dreams of marriage, kids etc with me. I am sorry love.

I feel like I am with her out of guilt right now. I feel like I am going to ruin her life if I leave. But I know its not good for both of us in a long run.