Dear Anita,

The part where handling the emotions is the difficult one to do, meanwhile emotions handle rather than the other way around…:(

Yes Anita, it makes perfect sense and the metaphor is beautiful and accurate. Letting go is sometimes, as my case is, the hardest thing to do. Although I know it will set me  free I long for the “rock” as a drugg addict…Rationaly, I know the way out is letting go, but when it comes to doing it I feel like I condemn myself to pain…It’s like I am not dieing but not living either…Thank you for your words, they are like a balm

It is his love and affection