I feel somehow that have moved away from the kind of life I was born into might lead to punishment, even if changing my direction lead to so much more happiness and fulfillment for me, and to an actual sense of been on the right track that I never had before. By affirming this I felt how much my fear it’s probably something silly and non sense, it actually hurts think about having to come back to the past, to that reality I used to live, it just feels wrong, but I wonder now how much control I have pf deciding this, how making my own personal choice, that in the past few years felt so spontaneously right and still feel right, if it wasn’t now covered by the shadow of this fear.
The fact that you’re embarrassed and you will never want to repeat that act means you’re a different person now from how you used to be. Don’t attach yourself to something that its no longer you. We all make mistakes, grow and improve. Be glad for that, you have learned from your mistakes.
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