These feelings started when I took a high dose of mushrooms after a bad break up and I freaked out. Ever since then I am constantly fighting about my sexuality. I have always been straight. Always. And with these “gay thoughts” I can’t act or do anything normally without overthinking. It’s gotten to the point where I even question myself when I look at a female. Even tho I know my first thought was “ oh dang” or “ she’s beautiful”. I can’t think right anymore. And I have panic attacks and wanting to die ever since these thoughts. Please let me know if you can help